I need dis.
3:31 AM
I’m sorry for ranting and being all sad, guys, I just needed to get this out somewhere :(
Don’t hate me :(
3:28 AM
Okay. You know I’ve had feelings for you for a long time. We used to have a thing. We stopped cause we went away to uni. You got a girlfriend. We stopped talking. I tried to get over you. I just about managed it.
You then appear out of the blue and start talking to me again. You start flirting. I shrug it off because you’re in a relationship, and because I don’t want to go back to liking you again. You keep doing it. You start saying “you want me don’t you?”. I deny it. You carry on.
I eventually bring myself to ask you why you’re doing this. You say it’s “just a joke”, that you’re “only messing” with me. I get upset. You then shout at me for “making a big deal out of nothing”. I try to stand up for myself. You blame me, and shout and swear at me.
And people wonder why I have no confidence. They wonder why I hate being flirted with. They wonder why I am so reluctant to trust people. Because this happens. And when I try to stand up for myself, I get abuse.
I swear to god I will fucking kill the next person that tries to flirt with me. I’ve had enough of this fucking bullshit.
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3:12 AM
Fricking fuck shit and balls it all.
I am so angry right now.
Been messed around by Matt AGAIN and now he’s blaming ME for it all and FUUUCKKK!
Somebody, ANYBODY, help me calm down…
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Heartbreaks to Heartaches: Just by the way, not that any of you should assume this but nothing I...
Just by the way, not that any of you should assume this but nothing I say that is ranty about my life will be about ANY OF YOU GUYS. If I’m nice to you all, I really mean it. If I compliment any of you, I really mean it. I’m not being fake at all.
It’s just… it’s hard to explain… but I know some quite weird dodgy people in real life, and I feel here is the only place to rant. Boys mostly. Maybe that is just how it is like with the people I know or where I come from and how people react to me.
I honestly feel like you guys who I talk to on here are awesome in every way shape and form and non of my rants, for example, my ‘boy’ rant are about you guys.
All the boys I talk to on tumblr: you are excellent examples of your gender and I really enjoy talking to you all. So the boy rant I’m having at the moment doesn’tapply to you.
Peace out!
This applies to me too guys :)
I love all my guy followers/guys I’m following
And also I have never, and will never use tumblr to rant about anyone I follow/who follows me, AT ALL. :) I love you all a million times over :) This is just to make it perfectly clear, in case I get another anon like the one the other week accusing me of stuff that just isn’t true.
Heartbreaks to Heartaches: heartsongandhurricanes replied to your post: heartsongandhurricanes...
YES! THANK YOU! This is my problem. I’m not a bitch at all so I will try and be considerate and break it to them subtly but some just REALLY don’t get the hint and keep on doing it, and then I just have to fucking break it to them. You can never just be nice anymore! Something is always expected back from you, people always want more you just can’t be friendly or civil. And I HATE the whole over protective things guys do. Like try and make it seem like they own you! This guy I know told me I can’t talk to people on tumblr because I said I had a tumblr crush on someone and he got angry and jealous haha. And the thing they do to try and make you jealous, like bringing up other girls and they automatically assume you’re jealous, when you’re just being nice, and that you want them.
Tell him to grow up ‘friend-zoning’ is done immediately when you meet someonefor example ‘hi, i have a boyfriend’= friendzoned. So he doesn’t know what he’s talk about!
Well Marthy, I say fuck boys! Apart from the fit sexy ones ho ho ;)
Mmhmm Mmhmm! I really hate having to be harsh but sometime that’s what it takes to get them off your case =/ Tbh I just feel like saying to them “well if you rethought the way that you treat girls that you like maybe you’d have more of a chance” :’) urrgh xD I’m becoming a nun as of now! A nun that fangirls over the cast of the Avengers perhaps? ;D
1:44 AM
OMG GUYS!
I was just playing WolfQuest, minding my own business, and I’d just chased off another male wolf so I was celebrating my victory when THIS happened:
Lightning just hit the tree and it burst into flames!
It’s been a while since I played WolfQuest and it looks like they’ve really been working on the realism of the game :D there are now better graphics, time of day changes (so we get dawn, dusk and nighttime as well as standard day time) aaannd weather changes! :D
Eee, I’m impressed, WolfQuest! :D
WHITE RABBIT!
You say white rabbit the first day of a month and it means good luck!
Good luck my beautiful tumblr people
I legit have the biggest grin on my face right now :DDD
:-)